The journey of self discovery - Unveiling the potentials in you (PT. 01)
Silence filled the warm atmosphere of the rest room. The only sound that could be heard was the rhythmical beats of Chloe's heart, she had always disliked public speaking and the idea of facing a large crowd never really appealed to her. But she soon realized that she could transform the lives of people who had gone through similar experiences by relating her story. Rumbling through the words she practiced over the night, she stepped out after a preferential introduction from the convener.
With well dressed anxiety, she scanned through her environment consisting of familiar and unfamiliar faces, she heaved a sigh.
`Good evening everyone, my name is Alan Chloe, it is a great privilege to be standing in your presence this beautiful evening, somehow I never imagined that one day I would be given the opportunity to speak in a gathering like this and you can say i am a bit overwhelmed.
As many of you would know, I grew up in a black neighborhood, adopted by black parents, I turned out to be the only white skinned girl you could find in most places and this was not easy for me, I had no friends, probably because they all felt the white skinned had already done a lot of harm to people of colour and so associating with a white kid? They did not think so.
In the normal American society, what you see around are white people oppressing people of colour but in my case, it was the opposite because I was a white kid in a black hood.
My adopted parents took me in from the orphanage home, I never really knew who my real parents were and even though my adopted dad gave only a little consent to my adopted mum taking in a white breed, she was happy to take me in and i lived in her comfort until she passed on fighting cancer till her very last breath.
I was then left alone with my adopted dad who treated me like a piece of trash, physically abused me day after day, gave me names like `white monster' `red sheep'. On other days, I would go to a lonely place under heaps of dirt and cast away items to sleep and find solace, I had no friends and this prompted me to create a world of my own in my mind.
After a year of the death of my adopted mother, my adopted dad got married to another black woman who hated me, hated all of me, hated to see me and sent me out to the streets never to appear again.
I took my few things and set out on a journey of my own, with no one there to guide me, no one at all.
Now you might ask yourself, what would a sixteen year old white kid in a black hood do with her life? Maybe join a gang, sell out her body to get by, do the normal things other abandoned kids do.
Would she survive?'
To be continued..
What will you do if you were in Chloe's shoes? let me know in the comment section🤗🤗
Set a short and long term goal for myself, and pursue it.
ReplyDeleteThat will keep me from thinking and allowing the past oppress me. It's either you are pitiful or powerful.
Wow.. I love this one
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Wow, If were in Chloe's shoes I'd turn to God for help cause the bible says he's the way the truth and the light, bond with God cause he's the father to the fatherless and mother to the motherless, God is everything that's more reason she should get more attached to him and close to him, even when there's no one God is always there for us, even when it seems like there's no way, God will make a way for us where there seems to be no way 🙏❤️.. amazing write up and great illustration. God bless you, and I know the lessons from this story will go places, keep it up🙏🙏
DeleteAwwn.. Thank you for this beautiful comment🤗🤗
DeleteLove this ,very interesting
ReplyDeleteIf I was Chloe I would have tried to look for help or find little job to do to save up money to rent an apartment and then every other thing comes after
Don't worry.. This is just part one. Part two is on its way💃💃
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Chloe is a strong girl.....#if I were to be in her shoes, I would have ran away from the house to do petty jobs to survive and wait for my one day of big blessing.
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DeleteWow... I can't wait to see how this will end. Your art of writing is astonishing, I will love to learn from you.
ReplyDeleteAwwn... Thank you so much❤️❤️
DeleteWow.. Amazing.. I love this
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DeleteThis is inspiring.....if I were to be the one I would be focused and determined to succeed in life...Yemaj
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DeleteThis is so creative and good to read .
ReplyDeleteTrust me when I say you got a great spirit of writing.
Thank you for reading💕💕
DeleteWao! wao!!
ReplyDeleteThis is a wonderful write up!
If I find myself in Chloe shoe, I will pray for grace to come closer to God because He is the only one that can help me. Then find something doing for my upkeep.
Thank you for reading and sharing your views🤗🤗
DeleteA good write up, Ihuoma
ReplyDeleteThank you ma'am🤗
DeleteOh wow this is so nice ma'am. With her strength, I know she'll survive.
ReplyDeleteI mean God's strength ma.
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DeleteI'll firstly love myself and seek love from the originator of love Himself (God).
ReplyDeleteMore ink to your pen ma'am.
Thank you for reading and sharing your views ma😘
DeleteGiving the fact that Chloe has already been through a lot....if I was in her shoes I'll probably get a job ,pick the pieces aof my life together and hope for better days(possible outcome played out in my head)....but honestly it's easier said than done.....aside the fear of God and conscience...I'll probably go into any delm thing just to get by and survive(painful reality)
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DeleteWow this story is very captivating, it felt as though I was reading a novel.. kudos to u dear, try to fit in writing a full novel in ur future ambition, I'll be the first person to buy it 😁
ReplyDeleteReally? Maybe I will dear. Thank you so much for reading🤗🤗
DeleteHmmm!
ReplyDeleteDefinition of life as just be unveil, lot's of thoughts will runs to the chambers of heart, but I will run to where I could see, help girls duty and do. At least shelter case will be solve.
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DeleteWow
ReplyDeleteThis is great
Thank you for reading🤗
DeleteIf I were in Chloe's shoe's I'd just run away to a place where I wouldn't be treated as trash
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